• The surgery
    I hesitate not sure what to do,
    tears in my eyes I was losing you,
    a choice i was told was to end your life,
    i'd rather stab myself with this very knife,
    so i picked the way that would keep you here,
    surgery was picked im sorry my dear,
    im to selfish to let you die,
    i told you i will never say goodbye,
    you promised you'd never leave me..no..
    it cant end like this you just cant go!!
    i grip onto your hand where it first began,
    its with you where i will always stand,
    always and forever tell me is it right?
    that i am willing, willing to fight,
    Fight for what we said to be true,
    life without you would be too cruel.


    After
    baby please tell me, tell me why,
    tell me right now why you had to lie,
    why did you have to leave my side?
    you promised me you would never die,
    Never leave without me their,
    i thought you really.. truely cared,
    i blame myself for you being gone,
    every night is a sad song,
    living a life without you here,
    cant help it but shed some tears,
    i cut myself every night,
    until i again find the sight,
    my dream that always kept me going,
    the one that always kept on showing,
    showing love that was just for me,
    now your gone but it just cant be,
    now i stare down at your grave,
    baby i wish your life was saved,
    i'm sorry for letting you go...
    i lie to myself and just say, "no..
    "it wasnt you that has just died..
    all they did was just tell me lies,
    your out their looking for me..
    so i'll wait until i see..
    see your face one more time..
    and wait until your love is once more mine.."