• Never talking
    Never eating
    Never smiling
    Never sleeping
    This is what depressions like
    and if you ask me.....its just not right
    an eighteen year old shouldnt be
    but its sweeping over me
    i cant talk
    and i wont
    at least not to you
    so theres not hope
    i do want to be hugged
    and i want to be held
    but around you
    i put up my shield
    i dont mean to hurt you
    but its all i can do
    from breaking down
    and telling the truth
    i dont want to lie
    but its really all i can do
    to feel the love
    that i dont want from you.