• There has been one person who has ever stolen my heart, and her name is Michelle. Michelle Aguilera



    To my beloved Michelle,



    Michelle, I have loved you from the first time I set my eyes upon you. When you smile at me, my heart stops, and when you utter my name from your lips, I can't breathe. When you kiss me, I want to pull you even closer, and hold the moment for a lifetime, and tell you in every word every detail, how much I care about you. I care so much about you, that I will try to tell you all of it. I don't even think it's possible.



    You are the only girl in this world, that I will have ever truly fallen for. I also have a quick question to ask you before I continue. "Did it hurt when you fell from heaven? " Because you my beloved, are an angel. I remember the way you looked at me two years ago. That look that told me "I know we are friends, but I want it to be more." I also remember that smile, and that blush, and how you would turn your head away quickly, when you noticed my eyes were locked onto you. I remember in your room, when we shared a first kiss.



    I remember the feeling of warmth, that ran throughout my body, and that exposed it self properly. I remember the quick kiss, as then we both pulled away, lost in each others eyes, for a brief moment. It was that moment, that I had truly fallen in love with you.



    When we we're at the Subway (eat fresh) and I caught you staring at me in the store, and when we walked throughout Bill's Food Center when I was staring back. Or that time at the movies, when I kept trying to kiss you on the lips, and I was trying so hard too. And when we went out to go get some more salt for the popcorn, how I wanted to push you against the glass counter, because no one was around, and how badly I wanted to kiss you then, and just skip the rest of the movie.



    I remember at night laying on the couch, with you next to me when I was upset, and how you comforted me, How you made me smile. I really enjoyed that, and I remember wanting to pull you close to me on the couch, and to just then and there tell you I loved you.



    I remember the day in March, walking from the Kwik trip with you. Walking past the brown apartments, where I was attempting to tell you how much I cared, and finally ended up just telling you, and hearing you say it back "I like you too." I hope you knew, when I told you I liked you. It meant "Michelle, I love you." and when I found the lamest excuse to kiss you then and there, out in the open, by the apartment building. The bright sun of March lit up the outline of your face, and those seductive eyes that I had stared into for years. I pulled you close to me, I leaned in, and viola. The kiss I had always waited for. Not just a peck. Not just a half a second thing.



    The kiss lasted for what seemed a lifetime, and then I pulled away again, and returned for more. I remember how scared I got when Dylan came around the corner (LOL) and I remember the moment when I mouthed the words "we're just friends." I did it cause I was scared, and it hurts me everyday that I said that. At that moment in time, I wanted to tell you, "I am in love with you." and sadly. I didn't.I know I didn't, but I know you knew I loved you. I know you did know that. And I know you know I still do love you. And I always will.



    I remember walking with you and Tyler, and how jealous I was that Tyler had you. I wanted to just kiss you anyways, (But I am not of that nature.) and I remember wanted to just again, pull you close, and kiss you, and hug you, and tell you how important you are to me. (Crying while typing at this point.)



    I remember in the past seeing those profile pictures of you and Chazz. (Last year.) and how I wanted to be him, I wanted to be him, so I could have you. I remember staring at that picture, with that dumb belt on his head, wishing I could sit next to you, and to be able to call you mine. I remember everyday at school, even though we didn't talk. How I wanted to find the words to describe how amazing you looked each day. I wanted to call you mine every waking moment.



    I remember the times at your house, when I cuddled on your bed with you. When I wrapped my arms around you, and for a second I forgot about life for a while. I just smiled under the covers, and blushed, when you wrapped your hands around me. I remember under the covers, kissing, and holding hands. We always were secret lovers.



    I remember the night on the roof when I sang to you. I sang "Come Monday" - Jimmy Buffet. the lyrics go:



    "Come Monday,

    It'll be alright

    Come Monday,

    I'll be holding you tight,



    I've spent,

    Four lonely days,

    In a strong L.A Haze,

    and i just want you back by my side."



    And I wiped away your tears, and you cried even more when a tear rolled down my face, when I said "I love you."



    I remember walking down the stairs, with my head held high to face my fear, and tell your parents, that we were together, knowing the risks, and fearing their reaction. I cried when your mom said I was a "good boy." and to know I am the best boyfriend you've ever had makes me smile everytime I frown.



    I remember laying on your roof underneath stars (A different night) and you holding onto me, as we laid together, and I looked up at the moon, and whispered "Thank you." because I knew that "God" himself had sent me an angel.



    I remember on your birthday, when I was so shy that I could barley eat, and I remember sitting in the diner, in my mind, happy as ever. To know that I had found the girl of my dreams.



    I remember your mom telling me I had bad taste, and when I asked about you she said "You're getting better." and I remember replying "She's the best catch in the sea, to me."



    All these times with you, I remember. And I am sure, I forgot to list alot of them.



    Michelle, I am in love with you. Insanely in love. Crazy over my head.I would do anything for you. I would give it all away for you. I can't wait for each midnight, so I can yet again keep true to my promise to tell you how much I care about you, everyday.



    I will love you forever, and until forever ends. An eternity I have had my eye on you, and just remember, that you weren't the only one who stared. You weren't the only one lost in the eyes of your secret lover. I always will love & protect you.



    Michelle, there is way more to it. That i can't explain. This was my attempt. and there is still a million other things to say. The only three things I can still say is: I love you.



    I am in love with you. It is love, from the first time I pressed my lips against yours.



    Eternity, and what ever else shall come after that.



    Forever yours,
    James Cameron Elam
    June 9th, 2011.
    The best day of my life.