• I know in my heart whats true, and so do you. We bump heads, but that's what we are suppose to do. You want to drop it. But I refuse to. I'm in it, to win it. I was taught to go for what I want most. You and your heart is what I want most. I will fight till I can fight no more. You were the first to use the word love, and I was the first to use the words Soul-mate. Just because this is a bad time, and we've been miserable, together or without each other. It's not time to split. Stop being scared, you hurt me once, you'll hurt me a million times. Nothing is worth anything, if there is no blood and bruises. But it is time for us each to heal. I shall come back to you, and you shall allow me to. Don't be irrational, I love you dearly, and you love me dearly, that is why you don't want me no more. I cause you pain, but I also help it too. You cause me pain, but you help it too. I'm not obsessive, I love you. And I care too deeply for you to ever let you go. After we heal, and you still don't want me around, then I may go. But until then, I'm here for you, always and forever. That's my promise to you. Don't be scared to hurt me, just let yourself relax, you don't have to make any rash decisions today, or tomorrow. I'm going away. I need to. I need to find some help. But I want to see my cats, and say bye. And I want to say bye to you. I need to, please.


    Me: whee sweatdrop heart emo