• My heart is breaking as we drive that long stretch of road. I know
    in my heart that you will be back in 3 months but the pain is unbearable.
    I feel as if my entire world has come crashing down and the mats have been
    pulled out to let me fall cold and still on the floor.
    You keep telling me that I will be ok, but did you ever seem to think about
    how I actually feel? I know you couldn't have stayed longer and that you must
    have been home sick. But I'm still left in pain and heart ache.
    My heart aches from all the sadness in my soul.
    I miss you still as you leave and are England bound.