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do you even know, you saved my
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sitting in the living room of a familiar home, with familiar faces,
you shuffle your hands togeather.
expecting only god only knows what as i tried to read your face.
tho all i could see was the fear of rejection.
i could tell you feared what was going to come out of my mouth.
to be honest it almost made me laugh,
i had no idea what i was going to say,
how i to react to your cry for forgiveness.
but i knew that it was nothing you needed to fear.
i know i heard them before,
your "im sorrys" and "im better now"
but that was different then,
and now,
i could tell from the look on your face.
but what you didn't know,
was you never needed to ask.
there was a time, when i thought i hated you,
but it was not real.
just a stupid attempt to get my heart to stop hurting,
and when it comes down to it, i always just needed you.
there was a time or two when i thought of putting a gun to my temple.
but you always seemed to talk me out of it,
without even knowing.
your words some how saved me from myself.
and for that, i could never hate you,
i owe you my life.
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Title:
do you even know, you saved my
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Artist:
Black Blood Orchid
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Description:
i made this, im not sure if its poetry or what, but i was thinking back on my child hood and it made me remember this scenario. its vague for a reason, and its not a cry fir attention by any means, none of my work is. its me writing about experiences and remembering things that happened to me in my life. and anything i could fix as far as wording and text placements, please let me know.
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Date:
02/21/2009
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Tags:
even
know
saved
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