• well here goes....
    guess my life was ruined the second i was born. i don't know how or why. in the beginning it was all going great with my family, friends, n jus other ppl i really care bout. but unfortunatly as the years passed..everything started to change. found out that my father left me and my mom and eventually went on and screwed more girlz and got married i dont know how many times. its a good thing though..i've never liked him or cared for him. then i started seeing my family less and less, lost my closest friends and moved on to newer ones. then i met gaia.when i first signed up on gaia, guess you could say i fell inlove with this girl named Bree. heh..i loved her with all my heart and i would've done anything for her, but... some things went wrong and we eventually broke up. long stroy short we were in like an on and off relationship. then one day we just never got back together quickly as we used to. guess i just never wanted to get back together. i wanted her to be the girl that i would marry some day, but...i don't think that's even a possibility anymore. she told me that she can't stand being friends, that she believes that i don't really love her, and the worst thing..."that day may never come.." she was talking about us. wen she said that i knew...she's probably given up on me..she's finally given up. i hope that's true because i'm tired of hurting her and she doesn't believe a damn word i say to her when she knows it's true and when i even try to show her. i think i'm coming to the conclusion..that maybe her and i...should just forget about each other and pretend we never even existed in each other's lives. i can't work this out with her. so right now...im asking to anyone who's ever reading this or if u ever read this... to please...please tell me wat to do. should i just tell her to pretend i never existed? should i crush her heart even more into little pieces? if you can think of another way...please post it in your comment. i don't know what to do. i need help,decisions, advice. tell me what i'm supposed to do. please help me i really need it.