• "I don't see why your taking this so damn hard, can we forget about it?!" Shiori whines exasperated, since once again I began badgering her.

    "NO we can't forget about it, your an idiot, I told you not to sneak into that bar, they broke your arm, what the hell were you thinking." I shot back.

    "I was thinking I would get them back, will you just stop, I'm the one with the broken arm, I think I realize it was stupid!!"

    "No, because you'll just do something stupid like this again!"

    "NO I WON'T!!"

    "YOU NEVER MAKE GOOD JUDGEMENTS, YOU WILL!!!" We continue fighting, our voices raising to screams.

    "YOUR NOT MY DAMN MOTHER, ARE YOU!!" We continue walking as we fight.

    "DAMN STRAIGHT I'M NOT, OR I'D KICK YOUR a**!!" We come to a cross walk.

    "YOU'D MAKE A TERRIBLE PARENT, WHY DO YOU THINK SAKI LEFT YOU!!" I gasp, Shiori knew that would sting, I told Saki I loved her, asked her to marry me, and she said no. Shiori starts walking, I stay where I am.

    "I HATE YOU SO MUCH SHIORI, NEXT TIME YOU GET IN TROUBLE DON'T COME BACK!!!"

    "BELIEVE ME I WO-" a car comes flying past and Shiori's gone with a sickening thud. I watch in horror as she flys through the air, and crashes against the pavement ten feet away, not moving. Two other cars hit her, before I can reach her. Before I know what i'm doing, i'm calling 991, crying into the phone, kneeling down next to Shiori as people stop, and race to help. I'm trying to get any sign out of her, but she doesn't move, i'm pretty sure she's not even breathing, she's so still, her face untouched, but her body torn, and shredded. I can see the bone in her arm, the blood pooling around her. I don't know when the ambulance got there, I don't know when my parents got there, it's when they tried to make me leave her that I noticed. I refused and even made a scene when they tried to get me to ride with my parents to the hospital.

    I sat there holding her hand, staring at her face, the things I said to her screaming inside my head, filling me with an overwhelming guilt. I stayed with her as long as they would let me, but they pulled me away as they rushed her into surgery. I colapsed onto a chair, and stared at my hands. Not one tear fell, though I felt I would explode with emotions, I couldn't cry a single drop.

    She died three days later, I lost my voice not long after. I stayed by her side, refusing to move the little time she was there, when she died I didn't even notice until the doctor came in and my hearing focused and I heard the high pitched ringing coming from the heart monitor. I kept muttering she was just sleeping, the doctor referred me to a counseler. I went, but I didn't speak, I mean well I couldn't. For weeks all I did was sit there, I would go to classes, I would come home, but mainly all I did was lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling, thinking of all that had happened.

    Thats why i'm here now, I lay the note folded on my desk, and stand on my bed. I fit my neck through the noose, it laying loosely around me, but not for long.

    "I'm coming to see you Shiori."With one last look around, I step forward. The noose tightens immediately, and I struggle for a moment, before I lose all feeling. My vision is blackening around the edges, and as it creeps closer and closer inward, my eyes fill with tears, and I finally cry.