• I swallowed and hit rewind, watching the screen go blue and a small arrow popping up in the left corner.
    Alexander sat with his legs crossed and the blanket covering from his hips down as we both waited for the tape to be finished rewinding.
    We had already had an idea of what the tape was full of. But we were too embaressed and confused to talk or even mention it. So we only sat there and waited.
    Within a minute the tape was done rewinding and I hesitated before hitting play.
    At first it was just noises.
    My face went red and I swallowed again.
    Alexander covered his mouth and his eyes went all buggy again like when he first realized I was there with him this morning.
    But after ten or so seconds you could start to see thing moving around.
    I felt my heart race and I pushed my glasses up just in case I was just imagining things with my disfuntional eyes. Nope. They were perfectly fine. I wasnt seeing anything falsly... Sadly...
    Alexander stopped breathing and his face was redder then anything I have ever cooked or even tried to cook.
    I looked at him and almost smiled. Almost.
    He looked like a scared teenage girl.
    My eyes fell back to the screen and my nose began to bleed.
    The look on Alexanders face seemed to beg the person watching the video for more. Like he wasnt being given enough pleasure.
    I covered my nose and tried to keep Alexander from seeing my bloody face.
    But didnt seem to be paying much attention to me, he was more interested in the camera. His face, not the one in the video, seemed like he thought something was going to come out of the screen and attack him; but he still couldnt look away.
    I didnt want to look away. I was captivated by that look on his face, it was pleading for more from the one treating him. Like it was torture for the person treating him not to help him fulfill his wish.
    Maybe I should look away... I think feeling light headed and like my whole body was pulsating.
    Alexander shook his head. "I dont think that's really me..."
    I smirked. "It has to be. Look at that face." I say pointing to the screen.
    He shook his head profusely. "I dont want to. It looks... not like me." He says looking away from the camera screen.
    I sighed. "Do you want me to turn it off?"
    "Do you want to keep watching it?" He asks looking into my eyes.
    I blushed and hesitated. "U-uh... Well..." I sighed and shook my head. "No. I'm alright." I say shutting the camera off.
    Alexander nodded and looked at the floor. "Thank you."
    I nodded and looked the apposite way he was. "Yep..."
    "How come you weren't being shown?" He asks randomly after a few seconds of silence.
    I smiled, looking down at him. "I was the one holding the camera."
    He swallowed and nodded, his face going red again.
    I chuckled and put the camera down on the nightstand next to me. "Would you have wanted to see my face?"
    He jumped and sank down, like I was scorning him. "No..."
    I grinned and patted his head. "We can just forget about this. We dont rememeber any of it, so we dont have to worry. All I need to do is get new sheets and pillow cases, and tape for my camera, then it'll all be forgotten." I say reassuringly.
    He nodded and sighed. "Sounds good to me."
    I nodded back to him and stood up, stretching. "What time is it?" I ask looking around for my alarm clock that had suddenly gone missing this morning, along with everything else that had been placed on my nightstand.
    Maybe we had used the nightstand for something lastnight... Like a resting spot for us... I shook the thought, and mental image, away.
    Alexander shrugged. "I dont know... Wouldn't it be on your bedside table?"
    I sighed. "It was before we got in here last night." I grumble.
    "Oh..." He says nervously.
    I smiled and began picking clothes up off the ground and looking on my desk and on a few other corner tables I had in my room. "Nothing..." I growl under my breath. "Maybe I threw it away because we broke after I put you down on it..." I say out loud.
    Alexander jumped and covered his mouth again. "What!?"
    I looked at him confused. "What 'what'?"
    "You put me down on what?" He says starting sound rather feisty.
    I pointed at the nightstand. "That."
    His face went really red again. "How do you know that?"
    "Because there isnt anything on the d*** thing anymore..." I say cocking an eyebrow.
    He looked away from the table and swallowed.
    I chuckled. "Dont worry about it. I'll just get a new alram clock too. We can always just pretend it never happened."
    He nodded and held out his hand. "Deal."
    I shook his warm hand and swallowed. Something was holding me back from saying 'Yes' or 'Agreed'.
    He blinked. "Something wrong?"
    I jumped and shook my head. "Oh. No. Sure. It's a deal."
    He smiled. "Good."
    I sighed and took my hand away. "Yeah..."
    "Do you think we should go to class today?" He asks changing the subject.
    I shrugged. "I dont know... I dont think it's a good idea to go with a hang over..." I say wrubbing my forehead where it hurt the most.
    He nodded and smiled. "I dont think so either... So what should we do instead?"
    I sighed and flopped down on the bed. "Sleep."
    He laughed and flicked my back. "No. We have to do something."
    I blinked. "Like what?" I wasnt facing him, but I knew after I ask him this his face going red.
    "I dont know... Go out and do something... We can go shopping for the things you need." He says crawling over closer to me.
    I shrugged. "Well... It would distract me... Sure..." I pulled the blankets over my head without thinking and sighed. "After I get a few more hours of sleep."
    Alexander laughed. "You wish."