• No matter how many times she paints her face trying not to reconize her reflection Searching for a different person inside that mirror Only to find the same cold lifeless eyes starring back at her For even underneath all the makeup and hair dye is still the same person who manages to screw things up without even trying Is the same girl who still isnt sure of what her real face looks like Who is constantly wondering how others veiw her Not the lies they tell her to her face but their real honest opinion Everyday she wears a different mask and attempts to distance herself further and further away even though some stubborn few try becoming uncomfortably close The more she cares the harder she tries The farther she falls when she fails next time Unknowing if she ever felt love or is even capable but perhaps she is but isnt allowing herself too Too stubborn for tears she claims While she mumbles insults under her breath Looking blankly in the mirror letting her mind drift Wondering and faintly hoping that there is a better person underneath all this mess Her thoughts never coming to a rest She always finds herself trying to say good bye before she brings disaster to their life She finds herself to greedy and selfish whenever she cant bring the words to her lips Is it really greed? Or selfishness? When they are the few who can bring a genuine smile to her lips Who momentarily erase the pain and disaster her life makes