• I haven't been the same since the car crash. The day I watched my best friend loose his beautiful mind and my sister loose the life she hadn't come close to spending. You would think that would drive one insane, make him want to kill. I don't. I'm not the same as I was before it, I know this. I am quiet now, every word reminds me of it. I am odd now, cast away. No one cares for the boy who lost his best friend and sister, but they all run to the girl who lost her boyfriend to the cheerleader. I don't honestly care. My parents say my silence is insanity creaking through my body like a silent killer. I am not insane. I am stronger, yet hurt from the sight. How many people can truly say they watched thier friend loose his mind. I am fine, let it slip past that I have flashbacks and nightmares. I watched her bleed to death, watched him forget who I was. I'm fine. The only survivor from the crash. I am perfectly fine. So as you loose your boyfriend to a slut, or your girlfriend to a jock remember I watched my best friend leave me, and my sister be kidnapped by death. I never shed a tear. Yours make me sick.