• I knew you'd do it again. I just knew it. I'd let you back in and you'd just rip me up all over again. Why? Do you not have a heart? I wish you could just be honest with me. It would make things so much easier. Yet again you brought the light back into my soul, and yet again you took it away and left me shrouded in darkness. Why am I such a fool? Maybe because you're sheer beauty draws me. Maybe because your words drip of sweetness and lies, but still they capture me. Maybe because your hands know where to touch, how to caress my very soul. I can never escape your clutches.
    Oh! But I must...before every last part of me is torn to shreds. My dreams consist of only you, yet I despise the very thought of you! My heart is dying to be treasured by you, not cast to the side! My arms are screaming for you to allow them to envelope you and hold you close to me! But you run. You run from the very best thing that could have ever been. I want to chase, but I cannot be that pathetic anymore.
    One day you will realize what you have done. A woman scorned will be the last nightmare you can handle. I hope you dream of me as a shadow, always there to remind you of your evil ways. I hope you feel my nails rake down you, an everlasting impression of the pain you pushed upon me. I hope you see me in every face, a neverending reminder of the one you lost.
    But
    Most of all
    I hope you love me.