• The life I live is nothing wonderful or happiness, mostly all it consist of is despair and agony. Mom gets high everytime she can get her hands on crack and when she does she gets a knife and starts to tear me apart. Bleeding uncontrolably all over. Dad got arrested for killing my little sister. First raping her then killing her slowly and painful. He believes that the police found out because I told them. His last words.
    "Imma kill you boy when i get the hell out of jail".
    Ever since then I live in fear of waiting for the day he got out
    waiting.....



    Even me, I killed a little boy but it wasn't on purpose it was an accident. As much as I pleaded and cryed the little boy parent's didn't believe a single word of my distasteful truth. I went to court , the jury found me not guilty but inside my heart I deserved to rot in jail and it will be better then the life i live now. Now I wait, wait untill the day I die to rest in peace. I wonder If I can go to heaven?



    But through all of this agony and distasteful life I found love. A girl with long beautiful hair black as night. To me she was an angel that came from above, saving me, curing me. As much as i wanted her ,I knew she didn't want me. She had a lover someone who will love her forever. She was happy and enjoying life, while i was sitting in my usual life staring at her amazing beauty. While I waited , she moved on taking my heart with her.
    I knew that my despair and agony was going away to something more warmth and relieving to me. But why was I so in love with her ? . I knew she never notice me or cared about me but I still longed for her and wanted her. When did I start loving her so much that I couldn't stop thinking about her ?. Why was a person like me longed for a lady with her life ahead of her?


    But all of this questions did not matter to me. So I wait and wait untill the day she will come back to this little town. Now I am twenty-seven alone and sad but I am still waiting for her to come back.
    Waiting.....