• It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I used to think that was the truth, but you know, now I changed my mind. Nothing's the same anymore, he left, moved on, and left me all alone with nothing but the fond memories of our time together. They had told me something happened to him, he'd gone insane was the latest story. I know it isn't true. He knows it isn't true. And now you as well know that it's not true. Jordan was my first love, my only love you could say. We've been best friends for as long as I can remember and then on that friday three weeks ago he had asked me to be his "girl". Then, one week, five days, four hours, and three minutes ago he disappeared. I've not heard from him since, no one has. No one knows where he went, not even his parents. We've tried looking for him a couple of times... I assume that he's found himself a girl, wherever he is. Interesting how this all happened before the holidays... Some Christmas.